Thursday, May 11, 2006
There's absolutely nothing else than hearing the same people say the same things over and over. I'm pissed off by the fact nothing's happening around here. But what can I do, since i'm not budging myself.
Anyway... i'm bored. It's the same thing always. Too bad we won't be doing any of the usual stuff for the rest of the summer... All I have in my schedule is... nothing. I do what I want everyday. And the problem is -- I can't find what I want...
At least for now, that's how things are going.
But that's not just the reason i'm getting the hots. Boo. I'm pret-ty hateful knowing even my family forgets my birthday
Sooooo hateful... I know, that's days ago. But neither would you like it, now would you. I prayed and prayed and prayed that May 1 would be normal. But not to normal to the point they'd forget how special that day is... and, it had to be my 14th!! Which is my absolute, absolute favorite of all numbers !!! Grrrr...
Sigh. Who was I kidding telling dad that I didn't need something the least bit special for my birthday.
flew into your heart at [12:25 AM]
Thursday, April 27, 2006
I should get the award for corniest title ever. Heh. Anyway, i'm back (yes, i am) after 2000 years of being frozen deep within the undiscovered caverns of Antarctica crawling with undiscovered "extinct" mammals belonging to the Pleistocene period...
I know, talkativeness hurts. Very bad. It's just that I miss blogging just so, sooooo much. 
*Flashback -- remembers being the Ghost of the Xmas Future... the first time kids shut up.
Okay. A black dress, black ribbon, beat-up teddy bear, lotsa powder and moderately messy hair. A sad face makes a finishing touch
Anyway. I'm real lucky I don't have anything on my shoulders this summer. I'm taking it reaaaall easy now... Nothing's really changed in my summer sked... except the fact that new games are put up. People here are crazier over Pokemon than ever.
We siblings really, really share the same interest... and to think, 19-year-old big bully brothers who dance silly over pokemon tunes are really rare in this world.
Ok... you would have expected I had a lot to talk about. But actually, I wanna keep my mouth shut for a while as the dumb speakers are going mute (they probably put in the thing's very own brain while packaging). I can't stand blogging without tunes...
flew into your heart at [6:25 AM]
Friday, March 24, 2006
Arrgghh... !!
School's getting me really uptight. I know, I should just endure it since it's merely 3 days more until it's finally over. But there clearance stuff is just new to me and plainly, I just hate it how I have to pass my notebook just to get a measly autograph of every one of my subject teachers. Well, I should at least be grateful that I got 3 signatures or so (out of more than 10...) which certain people just couldn't get...
Anyway, I'm feeling this coming vacation is going to be an unusual one. I'm planning to try out new things (which I rarely do -- in fact, this is the first time...). I'm actually thinking of joining a church choir. Hahahaha... I like singing, and I want to... express my faith. Hallelujah. Pretty weird, since now... instead of reviewing for the coming exams, i'm here just goofing off. How calm of me...
And another thing. I'm just soooooooo thankful that we'll all be leaving school at Tuesday noon. This school just has too many controversies and lies you'd think they're training terrorists of the next generation here. If i'd think of it, probably 99.5% of the whole high school is dominated by... chismis. (I have a feeling i'm starting to do the same... lol) I won't be spilling more, or i'd expect the Principal to come and suffocate me while I sleep. All I can say is i'm happy to leave those 2 gays. Grabe, naninindigan ako. Hindi na ako makikipag-kaibigan sa kanila.
Ok... summer vacation, finally... xD
flew into your heart at [3:25 AM]
Saturday, December 03, 2005
After 50 years, I finally decided to post again (wow). I've been really lazy about updating... but, I still have a lot to spill.
And... as usual, I can't make an "appropriate enough" title.
So... before everything, some babblations first (a gayboy's tip with blogs
). I'm lazy - because i'm a Taurus. And yes, I believe in those things. There are lots of signs indicating my laziness... in fact, I got my reputation in class for being such a sloth (well, it has its cons). I've gotten the SASS recently... or maybe sometime ago. SASS means - Stuck at School & Sims. Yes, I've been playing a lot of Sims
. It's just some word I thought of yesterday while taking a shower
. It's kind of like this... whenever there are events at school, i'm stuck there (teh Coleridgean folks giving me half of all the responsibilities
). And when it's my holiday (and for me, everyday holidays are possible), i'm stuck playing the computer for I don't know how long.
Okay, so now i'm getting at things. Nearly a week ago, we had our English Week. As usual... there's the always-there sectional competitions. As for us sophomores, our presentation will be a Musical Excerpt or something like that. Here's how the bit works: we choose a movie (of course, with musical scenes). I don't really know if we only have to choose between animated movies (all 4 sections chose those classical Disney movies
). And from that movie we've chosen, we select at least 3 musical scenes that we're going to display.
Here are the selected movies of each section: Coleridge - Beauty and the Beast, Hemingway - Mulan, Tennyson - Aladdin, Shakespeare- Hercules.
Yes, ours will surely be the hardest to present (with all those inanimate things in the movie
). But as the fact exists, if we just do our parts with it, our victory will be as sure as it is difficult (lawl). Our 3 scenes are - 1) Villagers, 2) Be Our Guest, 3) Beauty and the Beast. The first one was the easiest, but took us loads of practice and loads more riots to do. Nearly everyone was shouting around, arguing and fighting which one's right, which one's wrong - so crazy, it'll drive you nuts the second you hear it. And... same thing with the other scenes.
BTW, I got the role of Mrs. Potts...
since they claim I was the only one who could fit in the snug kettle they made. No worries - I loved calling Chip (played by CJ) my actual son.
The day of the presentation came, and we were last of the four to be called. As they started, the whole class got worried about one thing - forgetting to make a banner. All the other sections had theirs, actually.
Anyway, when Hemingway started theirs, halos sumigaw ako for fear we'd lose. Their Mulan was a male, instead of their section's lead chinita. When I saw theirs, I had the thought that it'll be possible for them take our section's throne away.
They all had their costumes, and the lighting was... annoying. Well, all I could say is that their presentation would kick us out. I felt relief with the other two, I know we'll do better than them.
And as we started, I didn't feel too nervous with the first scene as I know my lines and actions perfectly. "And there she goes that girl is strange no question, dazed and distracted, can't you tell?" It was something like that... After the first one, the second scene started immediately. Because of all my tension and nervousness, I forgot to take my bandana off (which I used in the first scene). When my turn came up, I felt easier strutting my stuff than waiting... lol
.
Finally, all the presentations were done. When it was time to announce the winners, we quickly got back to our lines and waited. And sadly, for the first time ever, we lost to Hemingway
. We got 2nd place, thanks to our costumes. Some of us were performing wearing uniforms, so argh. Anyway, that's done for. And that's okay - our efforts didn't go in vain. Mrs. Aquino said that we all did our best and despite all the quarelling done, we could still work together and make the best out of our presentation.
Winning 2nd place, we get a +1 on our report cards in English. And along with her speech, Mrs. Aquino rewarded us with another +1 in Biology. Yayyyyyyyy!!!!
flew into your heart at [6:13 PM]
Monday, October 31, 2005
-- No smileys for today... tinatamad ako eh.
Last Sunday, the (nearly) whole family went to the cemetery to visit the graves of our departed relatives. I dreaded going there -- not exactly because I might get spooked or anything, but because of the lousy environment. Nakisakay na lang sana ako if the surroundings were bearable enough. But, no. It was dirty, and the seats weren't exactly "comfortable," and for the worst, there wasn't anything for me to do. I was totally bored to death. While I wait for them to pack up (which is one thing they'll never do), I just slept at the seats with my mom's bag as pillow. Darn -- my head hurts because of that hard bag. But at least I found something I could do... I just slept then. Until it showered -- dun na ako nagsimulang umangal at magtopak. I kept complaining... the CR looks scary as if something would come out of it, my flu's affecting my hearing, my head hurts, and so much more. I hoped so much that some people would leave para makasabay na ako, and... YEHSSSS!!! My brother and our cousins were going to some computer shop, kaya nagpasundo na ako.
Haaayyy... home sweet home ^___^
flew into your heart at [9:44 AM]
Friday, October 28, 2005
It's been quite a while since I last posted. Last week, we celebrated our school's foundation day with a sports fest and it was really tedious... even if I didn't really participate in the games.
How I wished I just participated in the games...
At least -- If I had a game to participate, I wouldn't be bored walking around the school. And there was a bonus to the participants... I heard. Ahahaha... I spent most of the week just going round and round the school campus, and nothing else. 
***
Besides going around like a carousel, me and the barkada were also checking out the booths since there was also a fair. The first time we checked out the Horror Booth, we were in the line for nearly an hour -- if not longer. I eventually lost the mood to wait because of the elem students who were... sumisiksik sa pila. I didn't really know how do I say that in english. Ahahaha... I was a bit enraged of the kids, so then I made some un-cool remarks, like... "Ano bang mga bata to, hindi ba kayo tinuruan pumila?!"
And there I was also making a lot of side comments. After 10 years, we were finally (and not finally) the next batch to come in. But the freaking seniors who were in charge of the place let only 2 (out of 4) of us in... and lots of those elem students. I was left with Ryan Apo then (who in turn i'll just call Apo.. bwahahaha
). So I was just dreaded to wait with the guy who I never even knew. Bleh... After another 10 years, we finally went in. Thinking Jade and Pat just waited there for us, I was surprised to see no one else there but the guide. I was getting goosebumps already since the lights went on and off, which was the very first factor that brought my fear
. I was just holding tight onto Apo's backpack while we were walking, and I nearly freaked out because of the people who I knew were just teachers wearing masks... and even knowing that I was still scared
. With that I just tried to stop myself from screaming and hold Apo's bag tight...
And near the exit, I totally freaked out when somebody surprised me. Luckily, nothing went wrong in the exit. I was totally dizzy when we went outside because of the lights at the booth. Waiting outside were Pat and Jade, and there we just talked about what happened inside. 
We next stopped by at the Marriage Booth. Pat and Jade (again) stopped by the booth and let us who were left out wait by the bowling alley. When I came near them, it was then I saw that they listed my name there!!
And my groom was... Apo. Bleh... I don't even know the guy. Oh well... I knew there that Apo was going to run away just the same, so I knew they weren't going to continue the wedding... Yay for me.
But they replaced him with Marc, which I dreaded more -- he was gay.
Dang, getting married to Apo was 99% better than a same-sex marriage like that. Anyway, the two got the marriage certificate and then made a bunch of copies to be spread out to II - Coleridge and II - Tennyson, and some teachers.
My reputation's ruined... and yet I didn't try to stop them both. Ahahaha... I guess I didn't put a lot of thought to what circumstances may come.
Some of my classmates just mentioned me being married and some weird questions and the like. Heh... nobody will remember that soon enough.
flew into your heart at [10:50 PM]
Friday, October 21, 2005
Nothing much happened today. It was as hot as usual, but then we got more Vitamin D than we needed. I don't know why we have to hang out at that place [where the participants at the sportsfest practiced their stuff] while we weren't even players or anything. They wouldn't let us in the classrooms [the only reason they're letting no one is is for security purposes] even if not a thing was to be found inside but tables and chairs. Well, I just had to spend the boring hour at college gym B.
Half of the day passed and I finally submitted my THE project. Ssshhh... actually, my sister did most of the project.
At lunch, we also found the time boring as there was nothing else to do. So we parked our bottoms on the balcony near the court A and watched the Mr. & Ms. UN rehearsal or practice or whatever it was. I hated seeing JLegs as a candidate -- of course, who'd feel better seeing the one you like with some other hag?! Grrr...
And because of that, I've been making very bad thoughts, like... I wished JLegs would trip over headfirst and get hospitalized. That way, he'll never be with that hag again. Bwahahahahaha...!!!
flew into your heart at [3:48 PM]
Memories
*April 2005
*May 2005
*June 2005
*July 2005
*August 2005
*September 2005
*October 2005
*December 2005
*March 2006
*April 2006
*May 2006
Music playing
Never Be Replaced
*Ann
*Anna M I
*Anna M II
*Chantal
*Donna
*Jho
*Kristina
*Kristinne
*Lloyd
*Neriza
*Nikki
*Paul
Introduction
Enjoying life the way it was given to me...
Even if things don't always seem right...
I am feeling happy.